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Monday, August 21, 2006
First day of holidays and I'm already bored.Probably coz I'm thinking too much about my problems and hence lost the ability to amuse myself.Why do we have to have problems at a time when we don't actually need it.Holidays are supposed to be d day to relax and lay back from world's trouble but it just won't go away from me.As a result I'm in a sappy mood.And I wrote a poem!Hahaha...(Seriously I have to go get a life).It's been a long time since I wrote one.Its not too symbolic.I think its pretty straight forward....hmm..actually it just rhymes..whatever.Here it goes. Paper boat I made a paper boat today, To sail it into the sea, Even when I knew the sky was grey, And my boat would then just cease, Why I took the risk at first, Has never crossed into mind, I maybe am gifted with a curse, That luck would never be mine. It just lingers in acceptance, Which sometimes crosses to denial, I'm longing for deliverance, As if I was a child, Striving to continue, Preserving hurt within my heart, Which has been long overdue, Hence, right back to where I once start. Cheesy eh?Ekekeke.Anyways.Nak share je dgn korg.Tah pe2 tah. So what did I do today?Hmmm...Got back from KL around 11.Then watched a bit of the "Akad nikah of the year" ceremony...Muahahaha.Congrats Siti by the way..(Mcmla dia baca blog aku..ekkekke).And also congrats to my pal Ida who coincidently also got married today.I wish you permanent happiness for you and your husband.I'm sorry I can't make it to your wedding....Though I really wished I could.Sorry again..So..where was I..yess..hmm...After that I just surfed the net and watched some eps of prison break and now I'm writing this.Yes, what a boring life I'm living in..hmmm.. Td baca paper and I come across an article about a new drama series coming out and in one pictures a schoolmate of mine was in it.Jadi actor la plak dia skang.Bila pikirkan blk, ramai gak schoolmate aku yg aku terserempak either on radio or tv.Ada yg masuk realiti tv show(when I saw her my jaw dropped considering I knew her very well as she was my classmate), ada yg cuba jd Dj.Yg dah jd artis established lg ramai.Cthnye Ijoi(anak Maria Arshad..aku xberapa kenal.Dia jap je kat skolah aku), Abby Abadi (my senior...I know her as kak ba'yah.But she don't know me.hehehe),Ani Maiyuni (Also a senior.Pengawas lg.Had a few conversations with her but I don't think she remembers me), Chap (anak Shaharuddin Thamby, former member of A2Z.Dia ni pun..mesti xingat aku dah.Tp aku ingat btul kat dia.Coz aku slalu ejek dia..and he was my friend's bf at the time) dan ramai lglah yg aku pernah ternampak dlm tv. I remembered that me & my friends always wished to be in the entertainment business and most of them had succeeded.Mungkin rezki aku di tempat lain,bkn mcm cita2 aku masa skolah.Aku pun dah berubah drp dlu.Dah pakai tudung, jarang socialize.I remember when I was at school, Lot 10 was like a 2nd home.Pdhal bknnye kuar dgn kwn2 pun kekdg tu, just for the sake of going out.Tp that does not mean that I'm regretting my life at the moment.I'm proud of my choices so far. Oklah..sampai sini je..lain kali kita jumpa lg....muahahaha |
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