Thursday, August 11, 2005
Contemplating....Kebetulan perkataan nilah yg aku ajar anak2 murid aku arini... "OK everybody....let's look at question number 28...What's the meaning of contemplating?" "A thought of something..."sumer bersuara Aku pun menerangkan kat bebdk sambil rasa 'irony' sbb that's what I've doing for the past 3 days this week....contemplating yg maksud yg paling tepat ialah 'berfikir dgn mendlm sambil merenung'.. Apa yg aku fikirkan? Dlm minggu ni...aku dpt 2 sms. 2-2 dr kwn lama aku masa kat UPM. Utk makluman korg, masa kat UPM dlu aku b'kwn dgn 2 group. Satu bleh dikatakan skema and 1 lg gila2. 2-2 sms tu kandungannya hampir sama, mintak aku dtg jumpe kwn2 lama, kira ala2 reunion la. 1 of them dah berlaku Ahad lps. Aku xpegi. And 1 more sms mintak aku jumpe ari Sabtu ni. Maybe aku xg jgak. Kenapa? Actually my times in UPM are very painful especially the social factor. Bknnye sbb aku xde kwn. Bleh thn ramai la jgak kwn aku. Tp slps masa kat U, sumenye tinggal kenangan je. Rasa mcm aku je ada effort nak berkwn. Walaupun x sumer yg centu tp aku ttp terasa.Adala beberapa reason nape aku rasa aku ni dipergunakan oleh org2 yg aku anggap sebagai kwn2 rapat aku.Jd skang, aku rasa serik. Walaupun rasa teringin nak jumpa bebdk tu, tp rasa mcm xsanggup nak imbau blk zaman kat U dlu. Tu yg aku bnyk moody this week. Xde mood nak keja. Asyik rasa mcm nak marah je. Buat benda bkn2... I just hope that this memory will go away...Xsanggup lg dah nak ingatkan blk benda2 lps. Jd sbb aku xtau nak lpskan mcmne, aku lpskanla kat sini. Walaupun ntah brape kerat je yg baca blog ni, hehe...tp I feel better lps aku luahkan.Lega sbb ada blog...=) Dat's all 4 now...babai. |
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