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Sunday, August 07, 2005
"Bila ko nak ada boyfriend Rose?" Aku tersenyum bila my best bud tanya centu ptg td. Soalan tu bkn kali pertama aku dgr dr dia so I'm not suprised. Anyway, perbualan aku dgn dia ptg td membuatkan aku tertanya ttg satu perkara yg mmg wajib ada kat setiap org....Iaitu harapan/hope. Why do we need hope in our lives? Stakat ni all that hope does is always bringing me down more futher not up. Sometimes hope appears at situations when we dont need it and that causes a lot of pain when expectations are not made. Bila aku berborak dgn member aku ptg td, aku dpt satu anggapan baru ttg harapan. Bila aku dgr nasihat2 dia tu, baru aku sedar yg actually harapan bnyk membantu aku go through life. Aku mmg takkan berada di mana aku ada harini kalo bkn sebab harapan. Sepatutnya aku belajar untuk menyesuaikan keperluan harapan dgn situasi dan bknnye membuang trus harapan. Dlm kes ni, its relationship wise.Aku terfikir, kita takkan minat or suka somebody kalo harapan tu takde. Sememangnya bila kita dah start suka kat somebody, ada sikit rasa harapan sebenarnya inside of us. Sometimes its because we're too ego to admit it. Persoalannya, kalo dah terbit harapan dlm diri tu, adakah kita akan membiarkan harapan tu jd harapan kosong bila kita sekadar berdiam diri tanpa ada rasa nak usaha utk harapan tu jd kenyataan?Kesimpulan yg aku dpt ialah, satu benda tu takkan jd kalo kita sekadar mengharap tetapi tanpa apa2 usaha. Aku ckp dgn member aku.. "Ko rasa aku takde usaha nak berubah ke" "Aku perasan ko brubah Rose, mmg baguslah sbb ko skang da ada usaha nak berubah. Tp, ko kena sedar, kalo ko nak dpt apa yg ko nak ko kena tau apa yg org lain nak dr ko" I agree with her 100%. Instead of me just complaining that people are like this and people are like that, its better for me to just accept that I will go nowhere without understanding other people's needs. If we really need something we should allow ourselves to change with something instead of kedegilan kita untuk org lain berubah sbb ikut ckp kita. Topik aku arini mungkin membosankan dan mungkin jgak terlalu skema. Tp this is a fact of life and that's why aku xkeberatan nak share dgn sumer what I discovered today. "Always hope that tomorrow would be a better day than today, because hope is what will get you through today" |
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